A NEW day, a NEW beginning!:D

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Photo from last night's Momentum09, more will be coming up :D

szeZHEN 3:01 PM

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Tuesday, May 26, 2009

I just realized there are alot of tests coming up for me.

Biz law UT, Service quality UT & BTT.
All are like packed together. >=/

Life isn't much smooth sailing, damn screwed.

Shitty life.

szeZHEN 11:36 PM

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Monday, May 25, 2009

Took photos in class today again! LOL! & project management is BORING.
Faci sucks.

Life is so mundane.

"Lately, i cant even stand the face that i see in the mirror."

szeZHEN 10:14 PM

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When you get old in life
things get taken from you.
That's part of life.
But, you only learn that when you start losing stuff.
You find out that life is just a game of inches.
The margin for error is so small.
I mean, one half step too late or to early
you don't quite make it.
The inches we need are everywhere around us.
We CLAW with our finger nails for that inch.
Cause we know
when we add up all those inches
that's going to make the fucking difference
between WINNING and LOSING
between LIVING and DYING.

I remembered my tuition teacher showing me a clip on this speech last time.
He asked me to apply this to my life, and i find this speech makes alot of sense.

Life is just a game of inches, every inches counts.

Taking a wrong step, saying a wrong thing, doing something, just one small thing, and it can screw your life UPSIDE down.

When you are taking an exam, the inches will be the points, dont belittle that one point, as it will make a fucking difference between passing and failing, between a Distinction and a B.

Inch by inch.

szeZHEN 9:35 PM

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Saturday, May 23, 2009

Presentation at the Lecture room today to three "Senior managers" with 2 other classes.
Haha i know my smiles are like all the same, but the main "limelight" is the girl behind me named Priscilla. xD

Was looking through my wallet and i saw a card which one of my church friend gave me when i was still attending church! The card is like, 4 years old already? xD

Read and found it quite interesting so decided to share with you guys.

Read and digest:D

I AM A RESPONSIBLE BOY

The parents of my girl friend place their trust in me, I will not violate it.
I will respect my girl friend as I expect other men to respect my sister.
I will respect womenhood because my mother is a women.
I will ask my girl friend to do nothing that I would be ashamed of if my mother found it out.
My girl friend has given me the honor and pleasure to her company.
It is wrong for me to expect more in payment for this date.
My girl friend will be a wife and mother some day. She must be an example to her children and the pride of her husband. I will help her to be as pure and decent as I want my own wife to be.
Manhood means strength of character as well as body. Lack of self control is a sign of weakness. I want my girl friend to know I am manly.
God is everywhere, sees everything, knows everything. Darkness may hide me from people, but it cannot hide me from God.

I AM A RESPONSIBLE GIRL(FOR MY FEMALE READERS)

My kisses are worth more then a party or a movie.
My body is a temple of God - not a plaything.
The first "NO" may be difficult - after that it's easy.
Virginity is still a virtue, lust is still a capital sin.
The way I dress, act and speak may be a temptation to my boy friend.
I will observe modesty for his and my protection.
My parents have done so much for me, I wish always to be a credit to them.
I will do nothing on my dates that I would be ashamed to tell them.
My boy friend will be a husband and father some day.
He must be a hero in the eyes of his wife and children.
I will do nothing to prevent that on my dates with him.
I want to be a wife and mother. I will reserve my purity and affection for my husband and children.

MOVIE TIME! :D

ps:Get well soon!(:

szeZHEN 1:02 PM

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Thursday, May 21, 2009

   LUCKY-Jason Mraz & Colbie Caillat


C       Am
Now do ya hear me talking to you
    Dm7        G         Em
Across the water, across the deep blue ocean
    Am       Dm7
Under the open sky, oh my
   G
Baby I'm trying

Verse2:
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

Chorus:
Am      Dm7  G
Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
  C C/B Am
Lucky to have been where I have been
     Dm7  G
Lucky to be coming home again
C        Am        Em       G
Ooooh ooh-oooooh ooh-ooooooh....

Bridge:
Dm7      Am
They don't know how long it takes
G       Dm7
Waiting for a love like this
  Am   G   Dm7
Every time we say goodbye, I wish we had one more kiss
   Am          G
I'll wait for you, I promise you, I will

Chorus:
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home some day

verse3:
And so I'm sailing, through the sea
To an island, where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, fill the air
I put a flower in you hair

Verse4:
And though the breezes through the trees
Move so pretty, you're all I see
Let the world keep spinning round
You hold me right here, right now

Chorus:
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home some day
oooooh oooh-oooooooh ooooh-ooooh.....

szeZHEN 9:14 PM

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Damn the weather.

I want to be able to drive, ASAP.

szeZHEN 9:06 PM

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Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Being able to see you everyday, thats all i ask for,
I realized, even if its a very small thing, might even be insignificant to you,
but it will definitely brightens up my day(:

szeZHEN 11:22 PM

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Photos that were taken today after school! HAHA:D

Went for PP workshop, very sian.

Changed team for Biz Law, my team is fun!

UT will be starting this coming thursday, after the UT starts, there will be no ending till the holidays.=/

And when holiday comes, I can take BTT already! Then I can officially start learn driving also!

YAY!:D

szeZHEN 10:18 PM

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Sunday, May 17, 2009

Photos!

Thanks Pris for all the photos:D

szeZHEN 11:15 PM

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Went to watch Angels and Demons with sec school friends just now.

It was very nice, i will rate it 4/5 stars. One of the best movie i have watched this year so far.
Everything is very well done, those who read the book will know.
But then, there is a limit on how much details they can squeeze in in that short 130mins, thus, some details will be removed and you might not be able to follow up with pace of the movie if you didnt read the book beforehead.
There will be some very chim terms used in the movie also, so i guess if you want to enjoy the movie better, look through the book.
Some details which they left out in the movie are the kidnapping of Victoria, the duel between Robert Langdon and the Hassassin and of cause, the bed scene of Robert Langdon and Victoria at the very end.
There are more, but i dont wanna list all down, lazy. =/

After the movie, went for dinner with family and here i am now blogging. Very tired.

YESTERDAY!

Went Partyworld with Pris, Liang yu & Brenda. Haha very fun! We sang alot of songs and had loads of fun and laughter. The air con was very coooooooooold!

After singing, initially our plan was to visit Vanessa's workplace, but we had a changed of plan and went to Motocross Exhibition instead. WELL IT WAS AWESOME! Although it was abit draggy in the beginning, all that talking and introdution, but it was well worth. They were very goood!

After that, we went 7-11 and bought some drinks and found some seats and rest there.
They said im very red after drinking. LOL!

Took the MRT and reached home at around 10pm.

A day well spent!:D

Pictures will be uploaded after Pris upload them(:

OKAYS LAST THING BEFORE I FORGET.

GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED!
CONGRATS FOR WINNING THE TITLE!
SIR ALEX FTW!:D

This is the last time already, I do know how to recognise a gone case when I see one, BYEBYE!:D

szeZHEN 7:21 PM

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Thursday, May 14, 2009

Haha julin asked me why i didnt update. Was kinda lazy and tired for the past few days.
Class is fun as usual, things are going on just fine.

Went to eat Pastamania with Pris, Brenda and Jo ytd, and chit chatted for awhile. Great dinner!

UTs are starting very soon, the very first is Room Division, must start preparing already!!!!

Something very lame happened to me last night.
Looking myself in the mirror, i realized i have ABIT of moustache, so i decided to shave.
Shave shave shave, i washed my face clean and was rather satisfied with the result.
Went back to my room, took out my portable mirror and start "admiring" my pimples.
I smiled abit and felt a sharp pain at my lips area!
I frantically zoomed onto my lips using the my trustworthy portable mirror, CANNOT FIND ANYTHING!
Thus i dismissed it and did my RJ and went to sleep.
Early next morning, still didnt feel anything wrong.
Went to school, saw pris they all, i smiled and i felt that damned fucking stinging pain again!
WAH from that moment on, i realized i cannot SMILE too widely, and cannot OPEN my mouth too big as well.
WA LAU! Very pain very pain very pain! Stupid cut. Hope it heals ASAP, if not i will have a hard time presenting! And my friends also kept teasing me, TSKTSKTSK! SIGH!!! LOL.
I told my mom about it, and she scolded me! She said, "剃都不会剃! 那里有人会剃到嘴唇的?!" (Shave also dont know how to shave! Where got people shave until the lips there one?!"
Sigh, even my mom is also not consoling me about the pain that im having now.
LESSON LEARNT! When shaving, be more careful & CONCENTRATE!! I remembered i was thinking of something and not concentrating when i was shaving.=/

Well well well, Mr Chris J Thomas is quite a nice guy afterall(:

Going to do RJ already, TAKE CARE PEOPLE!:D

SO PRETTTTTTTY TODAY!!!!!-faint-

szeZHEN 10:03 PM

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Monday, May 11, 2009

This is the wonderful work done by my team today. I daresay we are one of the neatest team out there already.
I am very very very proud of my team(:

Sometimes thinking about all this, it makes me feel less shitty.

szeZHEN 10:42 PM

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Shit fucking happens every single time.

You may be having a damn good day so far, and suddenly some shit drops on you and make your day a fucking bad one.

One must learn to take it in his stride, well im still trying, but its goddamned hard and im getting tired, very tired indeed.

Sometimes i feel that my life is repeating.
You fall into some shit, fucking suffer for a few months, finally you somehow managed to get out of that shit, Time will help you to recover and you will have a few months of peace and tranquility, yet after that you fall right back into the same shit all over again. And the best part is, no one is going to give a damn about it.
Well, that's life isn't it.

Ignorance is Bliss, how true is that.
I once thought that knowing everything is the best as you will get the whole picture yada yada yada.

But after going through so much, time and again it had proved me otherwise.

Ignorance, is truly Bliss.
Im going to fucking heck care everything already, its not going to be an easy task but im going to try.
Act blur, act didn't see, act didn't know, you name it.

And MR CHRIS J. THOMAS, can you please please speed up your reading of my bloody PP scope and give me the damned approval A-SAP?

Bloody hell, wednesday is the deadline, i sent you the stupid scope last thurs and you havent reply a single shit. Please, be auto can? I bet Meixian and Atira are also waiting until their necks are going to break very soon.

Sorry for this fucked post, but life is so fucking screwed at times.

szeZHEN 9:03 PM

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Sunday, May 10, 2009

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!

haha reminds me of one song that goes like - insert music-
天下的妈妈都是一样的~
喔~天下的妈妈都是一样的~

Mothers are very important loh. Ya i know Fathers are also very important, but Mothers right, they really cover everything one leh.
Your dirty clothes, your bedroom, your well-being, your three meals, basically your EVERYTHING.
I swear by my life, that i will give my parents a good life when i have the ability to work full time.

Went to have dinner just now, had BBQ stingray! Shiok x10.

After that, we went to the pasar malam and dad bought durians.
WAH, it has been a long time since i last ate durians, and i have to say, its damn NICE!

Haha i dont know why there are people who dont like durians, but maybe i have been eating durians since i was young, thus i like it:D

Having school tomorrow!! Ya ya i know primary, secondary and JC no school. But thinking about my class, going to school is a fun thing too!;D

Sibeh dulan ahhhhhhhhhhhhh, and i dont know why.

Haha once again, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!:D

ps: fucked up faci tmr, sian lah!

szeZHEN 9:06 PM

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Saturday, May 9, 2009

Went to give tuition earlier on.

Haha just something random to share, the bus driver who drove me to my tutee's place and drove me back home was the same uncle! LOL he recognised me somemore, he said "You again." xD

2 more lessons, and im going to give my tutee a break already, which means im taking a break too! Time to really concentrate on my studies and also my BTT which is coming very very soon!

Bobo and ben asked me if i want to watch rugby match with them, but i declined. Feeling lazy now, dont really feel like moving LOL. Must be the weather.

Advisor havent approve my PP Scope! Wa lau, can chop chop anot, i hate waiting.

szeZHEN 3:26 PM

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Friday, May 8, 2009

MY CLASS! E26A! HAHA DONT BOTHER FINDING ME BECAUSE IM NOT INSIDE! IM THE PHOTOGRAPHER!:D

TGIF! Im lacking of sleep, seriously.

Class was okay, 3 of my team members didnt come today, thus, there were only Julin & me in the team. Two men show uh? HAHA.

Presentation was alright, really want to thank Julin as she really knows her stuff and guide me along.

OHYA CURRENTLY IM SO SO SOO ADDICTED TO THE GAME "HELL KITCHEN" FROM FB!
Haha I kept playing and playing and i finally got the rank of "Junior cook" with a score of 107!! LOL!!
Its damn addictive i tell you, can really make your heart beat faster.

Going to give tuition again tomorrow, PAYDAY IS COMING!(3 more lessons):D

Determination

Some things cannot be controlled, yes i agree.
But holding on to it will only bring you misery and more pain.
No point harbouring thoughts about it as its not going to change anything, nothing at all.
You are going to be the only one who will feel the pain, and the person who causes it will not even give a fucking damn about it.
Time is your best friend, use it well.
If you dont want to let go, even giving you an eternity, you will still live under that shadow.
With thoughts straightened out and time on your side, you can control anything, especially your life.
Its not that you cannot, its just whether you want it or not.

szeZHEN 7:35 PM

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Pimples are in the healing process! YAYNESS!

Was actually thinking of writing on Comfort DelGro for PP.
But suddenly, I remembered that my uncle is helping out at MINDS!

MINDS actually stands for Movement for Intellectually Disabled of Singapore. Its for people who are retard in short. Its a non-profitable organization.

I actually felt that this is very meaningful as I will be touching on Volunteerism and how does MINDS actually help those needy people and how YOU people can lend a helping hand. Thus i really hope that my adviser will approve my PP scope ASAP so that i can start researching and interviewing and finally start writing the report. Although its only a matter of PASS or FAIL and no grades will be given, i suddenly felt motivated to do my PP now as i realized im actually doing something so meaningful.

I still remembered i included this saying in my PP scope, it says "Be satisfied with what you have now, be Thankful & Appreciative."

Digest that while you are attempting to enter dreamland:D

Good night!(:

PS: All the best for my Tutee's English paper tomorrow!(:

szeZHEN 12:08 AM

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Wednesday, May 6, 2009

PHOTOS WHICH WERE TAKEN IN CLASS YESTERDAY! HAHA IN RANDOM ORDER! :D

I dont know why but the facis that im having this sem is like getting worse and worse gradually.

After every lesson, the impression of the facis get suckier and suckier, no its not because of the grades, im quite pleased with mine.

HAHA! But facis wont spoil my mood!

After school, went to CWP mac with Brenda & Sophie, actually we intended to go to the arcade, but in the end we went to mac to chill and chit chat.

Talked about quite alot of things, and i really get to know both of them better.

I realized, every individuals have their own life stories, their own little journey & their own experiences.
But lets look on the bright side of everything, WE HAVE MADE IT THUS FAR! And Im sure we will continue to work towards our own goal and ultimately our own dream. I felt that im VERY lucky, because in all my classes so far, all of them are awesome.

Went to teach tuition after that, wa lau totally no mood loh. Haha i just ask him to do the homework i gave him and ask me qsns if he has doubts.

Ended at around 945pm and i told him i will come again tomorrow as i think he will need it because i didnt teach him much earlier on.

Bought Sushi for my mom and sister before heading home.

All in all, was really glad that i got to know my future FYP mates better! And i have to say, they are all great people, just plainly wonderful(:

Good night!Formal wear tomorrow! :D

szeZHEN 10:38 PM

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