A NEW day, a NEW beginning!:D

Thursday, November 27, 2008

PONNED school today! =p

haha first time ponning for this sem, so i guess its okay.

Went out with Zul, Alia, Azzy, Nora, Faizal and Ridzuan. We went to sing KARAOKE @ORCHARD!

hahaha its quite cheap in my opinion, $8.80 per pax, sang for like 4 hours?

and and i learnt to sing MALAY SONGS! haha =DD

after that, went to eat BK.

Xmas deco are pretty much up already, VERY VERY PRETTY!!

wells, Faizal told me something which i find it very true. No matter how happy you are, at the end of the day, you still have to face the reality, but at least you are happy for that short period of time. Reality cant be avoided.

so true, so true. I feel that im damn pathetic.

haha i dont know how i got into this shit, but as James always say, SHIT HAPPENS EVERYDAY!

szeZHEN 11:12 PM

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Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Without you, teaching @BP has lost its purpose.

Anyway, my friend is coming back in about one month time! So i dont have to take THAT student anymore. =D

School is boring, problem statements are getting boring, living in misery and agony.

This is going nowhere, and im fucking wasting my time.

If only, you can "delete" things from your life like a hard disk, with much remorse, you will be the first to be "deleted". But, i dont think you will even care, i doubt i even exist in your life before. I am of no value. None.

If only...

szeZHEN 10:21 PM

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Sunday, November 23, 2008

Sunday!

slept for almost the whole day today.

i enjoy sleeping, as it prevents one from thinking, regardless its good things or bad things.

but when you wake up, reality awaits.

OH YA! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FAIZAL AND ZUL! =DDD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZAL AND ZUL~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!~

ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR FUTURE ENDEAVORS! ((:

i shall go and sleep(AGAIN) as there is school tomorrow.

nites! ((:

szeZHEN 11:14 PM

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Thursday, November 20, 2008

Mediacorp's 9pm show is very nice and touching! its called "不凡的爱".

It really shows me the power of LOVE, and how important it is to have someone to turn to when you need someone, as being lonely can make things worse tenfold.

In my opinion, the word "love" has been used too many times, so much that it lost its core meaning.

1If I speak in the tongues^[a] of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames,^[b] but have not love, I gain nothing.

szeZHEN 10:13 PM

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Monday, November 17, 2008

Painful, the feeling is so painful, so painful that it hurts.

I dislike this feeling, but i only have myself to blame.

I tried, but only to realized that im falling deeper into it instead.

Is avoidance the key to it? Im trying, trying very hard.

How can I make this feeling go away, the pain is from the utmost bottom of my heart and its killing.

I hate myself for feeling this way, for the pain it brings me is unbearable.

Why am i doing this? Is it redundant?

Is this really a mistake? Does it really worth it?

So many questions, so little answer.

Oh Lord, please give me some guidance.

Amen.

1 Corinthians 13

Love

4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

8Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. 11When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. 12Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

13And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

szeZHEN 11:13 PM

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Sunday, November 16, 2008

JIVE EVENT @ THE SG ZOO!

haha woke up at 545 in the morning, bathed and got ready and went Woodlands inter to meet Angeline.

Reached school, met Sheila and Alia. Chatted for awhile, and boarded the bus to the ZOO. =D

Upon reaching the ZOO, Sheila taught Angeline and me some really stupid but funny games. HAHAHA!

After that, we went to the command centre to wait for more instructions and have the beehoon breakfast provided by them, but we didnt eat.

Boredom approaches, so i whipped out my phone, and started taking photos!! hahaha it sure did occupied us for awhile.

After snapping photos, we went to the Amphitheater for our "duty". After reaching there, we watched the animal show called "Rainforest Fights BACK!" haha quite nice leh!!

The show ended, and we went to the "lunch distribution tentage" where the people can collect their food. CHAOTIC!!!! They pushed, squeezed, cut queue and shout like they never eaten before. They were the most kiasu-est batch i had ever seen and im very disgusted.

I walked away and went to find Sheila and she told me a group of elderly needs help in transporting the food and drinks over as its very heavy and the elderly cannot manage, so i decided to help them by helping them carry 3 dozens cartons of drinks. SUPER HEAVY! my hands felt weak after that and i couldnt even sms! xD

After that, went back to the Amphitheater to help them prepare for the vasamtham performance. The visitors were no doubt cooperative!(:

After everything, went IMM =D

haha okays enough of "TALKING". LET THE PICTURES HAVE THE HONOUR NOW! =p

Sheila:"humph! keep taking photos!"

THIS IS THE CROWD WHO IS QUEUEING FOR THE DAMN FOOD! OMFG!

ANOTHER ONE! -.-

Angeline:" YAWN~ 510 wake up leh, sooo sleepy!"

Sheila:"me tooo~"

Poor legs! put more plasters! =D

SHEILA WITH A CUTE KID WHO I "KICKED" =x

Sheila: "LOOK @ MY HANDS! =p"

STONING IN PROGRESS! and what is Sheila doing? =DD

Me wearing Sheila's shoe! like Ah Ma 鞋(shoe) xD

Exploring =DD

SMILE ANGELINE!(:

Sheila:"zhenzhen! still take!!"

Sheila:"I BLOCK!"

Sheila:"I GIVE up! humph!"

Sheila:" YOUR TURN NOW ZHENZHEN!"

Angeline:"i block!"

tsktsk! so unglam right! =p

Sheila:"wee weeee~"

Angeline:"lalalala~ i block again!=p"

Finally a decent and not candid shot =DDDDDD

Angeline:" SO HOT LAH!"

Sheila" now now what do i have in my bag?"

HAPPY ANGELINE! =DD

wahaha end of "Zoo outing" photos! lol overall its pretty fun! a truly FUN sunday!! >=DD

LOL okays one very very LAST photo to end this post, Angeline requested one.

Angeline:" see see! im concentrating!! =DD"

BYE PEOPLE!!!((:

szeZHEN 8:25 PM

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Friday, November 14, 2008

FRIDAY!

haha school life was normal, there is only one thing that i look forward in school (:

modules are alright, except for math, the rest are goood!

daily grades are still satisfactory @this moment, other then math(AGAIN!). That faci's grade sucks big time =/ missed li yan's math lessons ):

UT2s are coming to an end, so fast so fast! then UT3s will start, then UT4s, then Sem2 will end...

oh ya! JIVE event on Sunday @ the Zoo! =DD

ps: sometimes liking someone can be so painful and hurtful =/

szeZHEN 7:25 PM

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Monday, November 10, 2008

Title: 几分
Artist: 罗志祥
Album: speshow(爱转角冠军庆功版)

不管昨天你对我说过了什么
今天的我还是依然依然沉默
两个人生气着
看着谁先舍不得
何必这样来试探我们的缘份

不管昨天我对你说过了什么
今天的你还是依然依然自我
问这要到什么时候
才会觉得无法忍受
难道这样才证明爱得有多深

所以爱有几分
这是你不停的疑问
你的心里对我有多认真
何必执着在我的部分

所以爱有几分
这是你永远的疑问
只有最后一切才有定论

不管昨天我对你说过了什么
今天的你还是依然依然自我
问这要到什么时候
才会觉得无法忍受
难道这样才证明爱得有多深

所以爱有几分
这是你不停的疑问
你的心里对我有多认真
何必执着在我的部分

所以爱有几分
这是你永远的疑问
只有最后一切才有定论

没有值不值得当失去了有什么好争
就在转身之后
我的不舍有多么的真

所以爱有几分
这是你不停的疑问
你的心里对我有多认真
何必执着在我的部分
所以爱有几分
这是你永远的疑问
只有最后一切才有定论
只有最后一切才有定论

some things are better left unsaid.

szeZHEN 11:06 PM

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Sunday, November 9, 2008

This is the second time im watching this movie, but i still find it very nice and touching!

At some scenes i was really close to tears, close only lah, never cry okay!=p

I will give this awesome movie, 4.5/5stars.

It really gives me alot of insight, about relationships and love.

How true love really lasts, forever.

So true, so true.

haha zul sent me this song, and i find the lyrics really interesting and meaningful!!

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one

So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me

HAHA! yeap, life is very unpredictable, so cherish and treasure those people around you!

Live your life with no regrets!(:

James intro me alot of romance korean movies, im going to watch them one by one. =DD

bye people!(:

szeZHEN 2:08 PM

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Thursday, November 6, 2008

haha great day great day!

had science module today, pretty easy and i managed to present quite smoothly.

so other then the faci who is too "MUCH", tday was pretty enjoyable. =DD

went CE talk with Angeline and Nora, talk was on NIGHT SAFARI, SG ZOO and JURONG BIRD PARK. haha quite nice also.

after school, went to slack with ANGELINE, ZUL, ALIA, AZZY and FAIZAL. we discussed about class chalet and we played BLUFF. HAHAHAHA DAMN FUNNY! interesting fact.. ZUL CANT LIE! xD

hahahaha, so much laughter, so fun! ^^

one picture to end today's post, presenting.. ANGELINE AND AZZY! =DD

szeZHEN 11:03 PM

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Wednesday, November 5, 2008

From left: ANGELINE, ZHENZHEN, ZUL, FAIZAL, ALIA, AZZY

REFLECTION BEATS ENCORE II!

haha i have to say, its bloody brilliant. The lighting and the flow of the program, they are all nicely done. We went to support Ridzuan and he sure is cool and good. Overall i didnt regret pushing back my tuition to attend this concert. =DD

Math module today! i hate math, period. I dont feel motivated for this module at all because the faci and the problem statements kinda sucks. I feel its the most useless module of all that im having now. Useless and Boring and Redundant.

oh ya, i came across this song just now, and i found it pretty nice and meaningful, here are parts of the lyrics.

And I Will Never Find Another Lover
More Precious Than You

And You Are The Only One My Everything
And For You This Song I Sing

All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I..That I Finally Found You

And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

You're All I'm Thinking Of
I Praise The Lord Above
For Sending Me Your Love
I Cherish Every Hug
I Really Love You

Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I...That I Finally Found You

And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way TooYou're All That I Ever Know,

When You Smile All My Face Always Seems To Glow,
You Turned My Life Around.

haha thats about it, the title of the song is "All My Life" (:

LETS HANG ON BRO! WE CAN DO IT! NEVER GIVE UP! HAHA =DDD

But, well well well, things are always easier said then done, but we wont give up that easily, definitely (:

lol okays i go and study for science UT already, BIO AH BIO!~ =D

szeZHEN 10:54 PM

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Tuesday, November 4, 2008

i chanced upon this when i was blog hopping and thought that its really nice, i added some things in also (:

Always remember a few words of appreciation makes a difference

We often take things, people and situations
for granted.
We take our loved ones for granted.
Friendships are taken for granted.

Relationships are taken for granted.

Peace is taken for granted.

Justice is taken for granted.

Equality is taken for granted.

Kindness is taken for granted.

Health is taken for granted.

Love is taken for granted.

When any of these are taken for granted,

problems and unhappiness arises.

So, next time, stop and think, how much

the people around us mean to us. Value,

appreciate and treasure them before you lose them.

A little appreciation, not only makes the

people around us happy, but also

strengthens the bond between each other

and goes a long way.

haha yeap, thats all.

Nites people (:

szeZHEN 11:55 PM

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Monday, November 3, 2008

ALL THE BEST TO THOSE TAKING ENTERPRISE UT TMR! (:

@#$%^&*

szeZHEN 11:37 PM

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Sunday, November 2, 2008

haha!

long time didn't update already..

life has been mundane..

Songs are important in my life. Some really describes how i feel.

I don't know why but the feeling is weird, maybe its just me being oversensitive, expect too much perhaps.

OH YA! outing with Sheila, Angeline and Zul!

haha we went to watch Coffin, not bad not bad, 3/5 stars. I think Angeline missed most of the show as the popcorn is always covering her eyes xD

anyway, photos!

haha fun fun fun (:

szeZHEN 12:17 AM

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